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curse you hugo boss!
Mar. 12th, 2003 12:04 amSo Adrian's grandma gave me some perfumey hand lotion for christmas along with a ton of smelly stuff from bath and body works. So today my hands were dry and since I didn't feel like smelling like the pink lotion any more, I pulled out the Hugo Boss lotion she gave me. My cheeks are usually dry in the morning so I squirted a bit into my hand and rubbed some on my face and finger tips. By the time I got to the car, my face was tingling, my eyes were itching and my nose was burning. So I don't think I'll be using that again. Made my whole day miserable. So if anyone wants free lotion, talk to me.
Speaking of miserable, I took Vincent to the dentist today and I had this guy with his 3 kids next to me in the waiting room. oh my god they were annoying. Sometimes I get to thinking kids are cool (usually when there are none around for months on end) then I experience some parents with actual live children and I remember - they are annoying as hell and they ruin your life. So I was feeling better, the lotion fumes were wearing off, and these brats start kicking each other next to me. Ugh. I just want cats and dogs.
I don't know what is wrong with me. I need a good cry. It's waiting patiently, this urge to just burst. I almost started last night while talking to AD online. But he distracted me for awhile and it went away and I thought I was okay. Then today I took the Disney Tarzan soundtrack with me in the car and I put the CD on and about 30 seconds into track one my eyes started to fill up with tears! What is wrong with me? I mean, I like that movie but Phil Collins is making me cry??? So I'm waiting. I need to just find a quiet place all alone and have a good cry about something more substantial than the 1999 disney film (though it was the last good disney musical).
I'm gonna get to bed. Not that that strategy seems to be working. I got to sleep and wake up in the middle of the night at least twice before my alarm goes off so when it does finally go off I feel like I got no sleep at all. I don't think I'm reaching REM sleep. Or one of those fun stages. Though I did have a weird Buffy dream last night.
blah.
Adrian will be here this weekend. That should get my back up to 100%
Speaking of miserable, I took Vincent to the dentist today and I had this guy with his 3 kids next to me in the waiting room. oh my god they were annoying. Sometimes I get to thinking kids are cool (usually when there are none around for months on end) then I experience some parents with actual live children and I remember - they are annoying as hell and they ruin your life. So I was feeling better, the lotion fumes were wearing off, and these brats start kicking each other next to me. Ugh. I just want cats and dogs.
I don't know what is wrong with me. I need a good cry. It's waiting patiently, this urge to just burst. I almost started last night while talking to AD online. But he distracted me for awhile and it went away and I thought I was okay. Then today I took the Disney Tarzan soundtrack with me in the car and I put the CD on and about 30 seconds into track one my eyes started to fill up with tears! What is wrong with me? I mean, I like that movie but Phil Collins is making me cry??? So I'm waiting. I need to just find a quiet place all alone and have a good cry about something more substantial than the 1999 disney film (though it was the last good disney musical).
I'm gonna get to bed. Not that that strategy seems to be working. I got to sleep and wake up in the middle of the night at least twice before my alarm goes off so when it does finally go off I feel like I got no sleep at all. I don't think I'm reaching REM sleep. Or one of those fun stages. Though I did have a weird Buffy dream last night.
blah.
Adrian will be here this weekend. That should get my back up to 100%