I looked under the couch and everything!
Nov. 7th, 2001 11:28 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
orangerfulI seem to have misplaced my boyfriend. How embarassing. I could have sworn I left him right here.....and I don't have a return label on him so no one will know that he belongs to ME! haha
(every breath you take....stalker song, would be playing if I wasn't watching daily show)
Yes, it's time to pick out classes for next semester, as I've given up on this one entirely. What a let down! Did you ever take classes that you thought were gonna rock and have it turn out they were so painful to take you just wish you could pay off the teacher and run? Okay, so I only had 2 classes like that, but still.
2 biggest things on my mind right now...where is Adrian and what the hell is going on in Howie-land!
Adrian i should just call but as I hate telephones it's difficult.
I don't really hate phones. I just hate the act of calling. I hate to think I might interrupt. I hate to be the nagging girlfriend who calls to check up every day. Bu tthen i think it makes him feel like I don't care. BUT i do care! That's why I write e-mails and letters to him, to make sure he knows I care. E-mails and letters don't nag, and he can read them whenever he feels like it without me being in the way.
I'm obviously over concerned about being in the way and at the same time I want attention. How female is that? We're all freaking crazy, it's true.
see i think he feels like I ignore him, and I'm not. I don't. I think about him all the time. (argh this sounds so like a Buffy episode).
See, he has this thing. (if I were to fall into the buffy musical this is what I'd sing about) where when we say "I love you" he always says "I love you more" and when I contest that he doesn't he always says he does. And for some reason that really bothers me. And he seems so convinced that I think he's convinced me that maybe I don't. Or maybe I can't. or I dunno.
Note to self, talk to him about that.
Right, letterman is on. Worry about howie in next entry. maybe.
Toodle pip
(every breath you take....stalker song, would be playing if I wasn't watching daily show)
Yes, it's time to pick out classes for next semester, as I've given up on this one entirely. What a let down! Did you ever take classes that you thought were gonna rock and have it turn out they were so painful to take you just wish you could pay off the teacher and run? Okay, so I only had 2 classes like that, but still.
2 biggest things on my mind right now...where is Adrian and what the hell is going on in Howie-land!
Adrian i should just call but as I hate telephones it's difficult.
I don't really hate phones. I just hate the act of calling. I hate to think I might interrupt. I hate to be the nagging girlfriend who calls to check up every day. Bu tthen i think it makes him feel like I don't care. BUT i do care! That's why I write e-mails and letters to him, to make sure he knows I care. E-mails and letters don't nag, and he can read them whenever he feels like it without me being in the way.
I'm obviously over concerned about being in the way and at the same time I want attention. How female is that? We're all freaking crazy, it's true.
see i think he feels like I ignore him, and I'm not. I don't. I think about him all the time. (argh this sounds so like a Buffy episode).
See, he has this thing. (if I were to fall into the buffy musical this is what I'd sing about) where when we say "I love you" he always says "I love you more" and when I contest that he doesn't he always says he does. And for some reason that really bothers me. And he seems so convinced that I think he's convinced me that maybe I don't. Or maybe I can't. or I dunno.
Note to self, talk to him about that.
Right, letterman is on. Worry about howie in next entry. maybe.
Toodle pip